Ok so you shoud probably know about my friend Matteo and how he's gay (if not, then check out my first blog). Well... yesterday I kind of saw him kissing some guy at the park >>
So first, let me give a background. Matteo told us he was gay when he was around 15. I was only 12 so I didn't believe him at first :/ but eventually it rubbed in. Since he turned gay at that age, he never had a girlfriend OR boyfriend. Until now.
When I saw him pashing that guy, I kind of ran. FAR. Later that day I texted him about it. He said that he'll explain it to all of us after school. So after school me and my friends met up at Matteo's house. This is what he told us (prepare for story format):
So first, let me give a background. Matteo told us he was gay when he was around 15. I was only 12 so I didn't believe him at first :/ but eventually it rubbed in. Since he turned gay at that age, he never had a girlfriend OR boyfriend. Until now.
When I saw him pashing that guy, I kind of ran. FAR. Later that day I texted him about it. He said that he'll explain it to all of us after school. So after school me and my friends met up at Matteo's house. This is what he told us (prepare for story format):
We were all sitting around Matteo's room, ready to hear his explanation. Annie and I were sitting on his bed, holding cushions.
"Well, remember how I mentioned that new guy at school? Yeah its him." he said, looking down. Aaron, completely oblivious to the whole thing, was completely lost.
"So what about him?"
"His name's Shaun. When he newly came, guys asked things like where he lives and all that. Obviously they asked whether he had a girlfriend before and he said no. he told everyone that he doesn't care about having one. I kind of noticed small things and figured that he was probably gay. Today, me and Shaun were hanging out with Josh (A/N: Another random friend who knows that Matteo's gay) and we just started talking about personal stuff eventually. Soon Josh asked Shaun why he's never had a girlfriend. Literally one thing led to another and Shaun admitted to being gay."
Annie squealed and both of us squeezed the heck out of the cushions we were holding. We knew where this was leading to. Matteo, Aaron and Leo rolled their eyes and told us to calm down before Matteo continued.
"When Shaun said that, Josh decided to be an idiot and be like 'oh dont worry, matteo's gay too.' That bastard is a total idiot. I'm seriously gonna kill him one day. Anyway, Shaun didn't seem too surprised but it suddenly became all awkward between us. Then Josh realised what was going on and decided to leave, saying some shit about being home late. HOW COULD HE FUCKING JUST LEAVE US THERE ALONE?!" I was so excited that I started shaking Aaron, who was in front of me.
"What the fuck? stop it!" he yelled.
"We just sat there for a bit, not really knowing what to talk about. Then he asked when I realised I was gay and then we just kept asking each other about that kind of stuff. Then he just suddenly-" Matteo cut himself off by burying his face into his bed pillow. Me and Annie screamed in joy and Leo made cheering noise. Aaron was still lost so I explained to him what I saw before. It was all cheers with Matteo yelling for us to shut up because it was embarrassing him.
Annie was the first to pop the question. "So is he your boyfriend now?"
Matteo turned red in a flash but kept his head down. "No. When he kissed me I didn't know what to do! I was just there like a statue, I mustve looked like an idiot. He probably took it the wrong way because he quickly said sorry and left quickly."
"SO HE JUST RAN OFF?"
"yep."
"But you like him, right?"
"yeah I guess..."
"AAAHHHHH!!! HOW CUTE!"
"NO IT NOT! It's gonna be awkward at school now! ugh I dont know what to do.."
Aaron suddenly piped up. "Just tell him that you like him. Sheesh."
Leo turned to him. "Hey it isnt easy you know? Matteo has to deal with other people judging him too."
Aaron rolled his eyes and coninued to Matteo. "So when you guys start going out, are you gonna tell everyone about being gay?"
"Tsk. IF we start going out. And I dunno, maybe. If he wants to. Wait, WHAT AM I SAYING?! You guys are making it sound like we're already dating!" Matteo yelled, frustrated.
I laughed. "You know, just get Josh to sort it out. Technically its his fault. Besides, this guy could be your fist ever lover." I was beaming. Usually I hate romantic moments, but this was my best friend who is turning 18 next month and only had his first kiss that day.
Matteo shrugged. "I'm just gonna let things fix themselves. I'm not gonna bother with anything."
I wished that I could stay longer but at that point my mum called, saying I had to come home. Sucks.
Crappy ending but hey, this is real life, not some romance film. And that's about it. I'm gonna see Matteo tomorrow to find out more ^^.
But other than that, nothing much happened. So that's all for this stupidly long blog post. I'll hopefully post up something tomorrow :) Bye!
xxRoselle.
But other than that, nothing much happened. So that's all for this stupidly long blog post. I'll hopefully post up something tomorrow :) Bye!
xxRoselle.
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